So many Titles, So little Time

Every day I come up with at least 2 post titles to blog about, but I find it hard to update that often (obviously). So this post will most likely consist of little blurbs, random and possibly not the most thought provoking, but therapeutic for me - which is great!

My Dilemma

Going out of the house for whatever reason is usually a big production. Fully stocked diaper bag over one shoulder, baby carrier hooked through an arm, and the other arm reaching for a 2 year olds wandering hand. Many things are bumped into, and some things are forgotten (like the item that I was going to return to the store - the reason for going out in the first place). Yet, I still venture out, because staying in for too long threatens my sanity.

So when it is time to buy more diapers I am ready to go. On a recent trip I was feeling so good about myself and how capable I was to go shopping with two children. My girl was strapped to my front and my boy was in the cart seat. I strolled around as I got what we needed and we were all three still quite happy as we began to check out. At this point it wasn't long before I discovered that my wallet was not where I thought it was....

And so I left all my non-purchases at the cashier for some poor worker to re-stock. My boy was sad to leave behind his snacks, and my girl cried most of the way home. So when we got there the momma needed to be held by the daddy.

4 Diapers in 10 Minutes!

I have been so pleased that this new little baby has not had the leaking and "blow-out" diapers that I expected. However I think the reason for that is because she somehow saves it for when I change her. I think she's done and get the new diaper under her, but wait! There's more! Okay, new diaper and she sneezes this time...I can't blame her, it's such a tiny body, no room for extra stuff. New diaper, but now she's angry at being moved around and exposed for so long, so she's crying and those great tummy muscles are very effective. New diaper and I actually get her dressed again. We are relaxing and all of a sudden...we need a new diaper. Amazing.

Hello Ankles!

While pregnant I was all too aware of my weight gain and how swollen I was. I got used to it though, what else could I do? After she was born I was a little disappointed to see that my extremities swelled up even more. Oh well, my head hurt so it was easy to not think about these cankles. And then, one day I looked down and was amazed to see MY ankles! I had forgotten what they looked like! My ankle bone was actually visible! They didn't look soft and puffy! They were mine again! Hello ankles! You have been missed! Lets do some yoga!

Tears In My Eyes

When I'm laughing so hard with my little boy, talking to my sweet girl as she focuses on my face, or holding them both in arms, I am grateful. And it shows in my eyes. I just can't help myself.

It's Not Easy

So I was talking with one of my wonderful sister-in-laws awhile ago and she asked me how I was handling two kids. And I believe I said "it's easier", which was taken to mean that two was easier than one. Not so! How could it be!? What was I thinking? Well, I'll tell you. I was thinking that having a baby was easier this time compared to my first time. Mostly because I have somewhat of an idea of what to do and what to expect. Catering to the needs of two small children is demanding, tiring, crazy, and fulfilling. Not easy. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

 Shower?

I have been feeling a great need and desire to simplify and bring order to our lives. I have ideas in my head of what should be done but I really have a problem putting them into action. One thing that I think is crucial is that I set up a routine for our days, when do we go to the park, when do we have lunch and naps. That sort of thing. Of course we wouldn't have to stick to it every single day, but it would be comforting to have a "normal" to fall back on. So for the past two weeks I've been trying to figure out our routine. My hang-up? Shower time. When can I take a shower?! Is it okay to leave my 2 year old in front of the TV, and the baby sleeping in her crib? Honestly, I tried it once and after a 3 minute shower they were both screaming. Hmmm.

Alright, I suppose that's enough for now. I apologize if you were somewhat bored and/or confused by my randomness, but this has been quite refreshing for me!